A Knight's Code

A knight is sworn to valor.

His heart knows only virtue.

His blade defends the helpless.

His might upholds the weak.

His word speaks only truth.

His wrath undoes the wicked.


The right can never die, If one man still recalls.


The words are not forgot, If one voice speaks them clear.


The code forever shines, If one heart holds it bright."







I try to live by it, I truly do. I try to be worthy, to be brave understanding and kind.



But a lot of times I find myself wanting. Coming short of the sort of man I believe I should be.

Perhaps someday I will find myself to be more than I believe I am now.

Perhaps someday I will be the man I am supposed to be.

Because it hurts... it hurts because by not being the man I am supposed to be, by not managing to be strong enough... brave enough... just enough... I lost what I wanted the most... who I wanted the most.



"With hope. Love should end with hope."



"Hope guides me. It is what gets me through the day and especially the night. The hope that after you're gone from my sight it will not be the last time I look upon you."



And I live by hope... hope that i'll have it back... have it all back.